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Imagine being me
Imagine us switching places
Well think about this
I wake up from a damn nightmare everyday
I find some sort of motivation to get up and get myself all ready and prepared to face the day
Though I drag my feet because the pain I hold within feels like weights on my shoulders
I finish up and then wait for about ten minutes in the cold and snowy outside world
Wishing I could stay forever, because my heart is about as cold as it is outside
I sit with peers whom majority of them I don't like
Finally arriving at the jail of a "school"
Spending about the first fifteen minutes with the one person you try to get your dirty hands on
I lug myself through four classes with people I utterly despise
In the middle of that I go to a crowded yet excruciatingly lonely lunch
After suffering through a pitiful school session, I get home I immediately run to my only safe place in the downstairs bathroom and lock my door
I rummage through the drawers in panic
Searching as if I wa
..:Soul x Maka:..February 13th, 2009, 11:50pm
Maka and Soul were sitting on the stone wall after taking out another Kishin soul.
"Oh, man, that was pretty intense, huh Soul?" Maka said with a smile, as she wiped a small drop of blood from her cheek.
"Nah that was easy. You're just weak," He said, sticking his tongue out and putting his arm around her.
"Hey, you don't have to swing this weight around all the time," she said, poking at his stomach.
They both made a small laugh and gave each other a hug. They let go and sat in silence, Soul's arm still around Maka. Soul hung his head over and twirled his thumbs as Maka was still looking up at the moon. He suddenly lifted his head just a tiny bit, "You look so beautiful with the moonlight shining on your face."
Maka turned her head to face Soul. She was a little bit shocked, but she slightly blushed.
"What?" she grinned and punched him in the shoulder, "You ja
washed away with the rainThe rain was warm against my pale skin
There was a chilly breeze
But the rain contradicted the temperature and took over
The scent of the rain was wonderful
It was surrounding me in the scent of nature, warm and dirt-filled
Drops of blood hit the concrete and turned it slowly into blotches of crimson
My wrist was spilling a violet-rose color
There was so much liquid, gushing, flowing from my skin
You could smell the coppery, rusty smell of it very strongly
I stood there in the pouring rain
Soaking in my own blood, along with Mothers tears
Holding an old fashioned Gillette razor
It was brand new
Sharp, shiny, and now used
For purposes other than shaving, of course
I dropped the small rectangle of purpousful stainless steel and walked
In my cami, jeans, and my own bare feet
I didn't have a set location
But there was no way I could stay in that house any longer
I ventured foreward
Unaware of what destiny lied ahead of me
The neighbors stared from their windows
Watching me with cold eyes
My new beginning"Goodnight, mom."
I dressed out of my regular skirt and top, and into my nightgown
Tomorrow would be a long day, and I needed sleep
I closed my eyes and drifted into a light slumber
I need to change
This life doesn't feel right anymore
Try something different tomorrow...
Those are the thoughts that constantly replayed in my head as I was sleeping
I woke up in the morning covered in sweat
It got hot while sleeping
I opened my window and headed toward my closet while rubbing my eyes
I was going to try something new today
I reached out for my black tube top
And in the other hand grabbed my Black&Grey striped cardi
I headed towards the dresser and stubbed my toe while digging for my pair of black skinny jeans
I finally got all dressed and got my black Converse on
I think I'm going to ride my bike to school today
I went to the garage, piece of Nutella'd toast in my mouth, and road off into the morning darkness
It was dark and groggy outside, especially for 7am
Somebody I used to knowI slam the door behind me shut
It hurts too much to care
"Don't slam the door!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
I'm in misery
That stupid song
Yes, I know what I did
Yes, I know that you're angry
Yes, I know you want to be friends, maybe
I don't know what to think of you
I'm supposed to protect her, I'm her older brother
I'm not trying to make you miserable
I know you aren't trying to or are you?
Well let me say something
When you send those lyrics
You didn't have to cut me off
Pretend it never happened and we were nothing
I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger
That felt so rough
You may think I'm lying
But I'm not
It hurts like hell
And it's all regrettable
You're a dear friend to me
And it hurts to hear the lyrics
Because I know it's probably all true
I guess I really am somebody you used to know
Hidden ConfusionI'm so undeserving of you
I didn't even give you a chance...
You're my best friend
And yes, I'm very aware that you have feeling for me
I had an open opportunity
You even asked
I never answered
And I ended up going back to him
I don't like you in the way that you like me
I don't share the same feeling
But I should have given you a chance
Maybe my feelings would have changed
The least I can do is give you an answer
I'm drowning in my bottomless guilt
And the pain of my heart is endless
It's being ripped out
And left for some sort of beast to take it away
I need to see you again
But I don't know how to present myself to you
You've been there for me
And what have I given you?
Pain and the suspense of an answer
I don't know how you can deal with me
Or still love me the way you do
I've been hurting ever since that day
But I just don't know what to do anymore
It all hurts so much
I guess I never realized h
So alone pt. 1A cold breeze nips at my nose, and suddenly I open my eyes
I look ahead, I'm laying down, all I see is a moonlit sky above me
I slowly rise up to see where I was
I'm sitting in a boat...
A boat? This isn't right...I don't enjoy boats...
A raging sea is at both sides of me
A white speck of something falls from the sky
A...white, rose petal?
Where am I? Why am I here?
"Please miss, lay back down."
The Deep voice startled me
I had no idea where I was...
"Just lay down. We're almost there."
"Wait! Who are you?"
The man stayed silent
He was just a shadow...I couldn't see his face...
I was starting to get a shiver up my spine
A shiver of fear
Or just the cold...
Suddenly, the movement of the boat gets a bit rough, and we stop
"We're where? Where are we? Why am I here, why did you take me here? Answer me!"
Again, the man stayed silent
I felt a hand across my wrist, and was jerked out of the boat
There were petals all over me
I was in a p
The Ending ChapterDressed in white
Fancy swirls and designs
A long trail behind her
Father by her left side
Walking her down the aisle
Her new life-long partner waiting at the end
Her father kisses her forehead and takes a seat in a pew
Trying to hide the tears from the pain in his heart
The pain of letting her baby girl grow up
The end holds a new life
With a new partner
Who shares ever-lasting love
An unbreakable bond
The officiant talks and talks
She doesn't listen to much, for she's busy thinking about what's going on around her
She tunes in, just in time for her to say "I do"
She does love him
She's been ready for this moment her entire life
2 simple words
He says the same
Everybody cries at the official kiss
Hours later they're in celebration
A car pulls up to take them on their honeymoon
"Are you ready to go?" he asks
"Yes" she says
She says goodbyes, thank you's, and I love you's to her family and friends
She steps into the car
Giving her father one last look
I'm in too deepI'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
Into a place, oh so familiar
The last bit of good, happy ground, is breaking
I am soon to fall
Into the bottomless pit of despair and misery
The darkness consumes me
The more I fall
The more I start to think of how I ended up in this predicament
The pain that I never let out
The pain that I kept concealed
The tears I never cried out, left in my eyes
The fears I never overcame
The things I never said...
Oh, dear God
I should have listened to you
I should have talked to you
I should have talked to my parents
Along with all of the others who cared for my safety
The one's who tried helping me out of my depression
Keeping me from going completely insane
It's too late
I'm sinking into a pool
A pool of blood and darkness
Now living in the misery I was born to live in
I regret it all
This is not the way I want to live
But I can't escape this demon life
I'm in too deep
Fem!Jeff the Killer X Male!Reader 13
You and Jess rode Strider around the woods, his long, nimble legs carrying you over the forest floor with ease. You had eventually grown accustom to this, and allowed yourself to relax. In fact, if brought back nice memories of your past, when you old neighbor would place you on the back of their Irish Wolf Hound and hold you, letting the dog walk around. The fur texture was pretty much the same, although Strider felt softer. Jess held onto the fur on his big head firmly but gently, giving the sides of his small nudges with her leg to direct him.
You hadn't been in a forest in so long, it was amazing to look around at all the trees and plants, hearing the birds and small creatures scurrying around. It was calming...
"Do you do this a lot?" You questioned the girl in front of you. She hummed in thought before turning her head to look at you.
"Maybe three times a week. A psycho like me has to relax every now and then, right?"
From Arthur to Alfred [FRENCH Hetalia fanfic]S H A T T E R E D - R A I N
La pluie tombe, toujours depuis ce jour. Et là dans mon cœur elle n'a jamais arrêtée. Si fraîche encore dans mon esprit, mon esprit si froid aujourd'hui... Pourquoi fallait-il que cela arrive? Explique moi juste pourquoi. Tu as toujours semblé être si innocent, mais j'ai été trop naïf probablement. Tu as grandi tellement vite... Si vite que j'arrive à peine à me rendre compte que tu n'es déjà plus là. Souviens-toi, souviens-toi de tout ce que nous voulions, de ces moments passés ensemble, de nos promesses et nos rires. Moi je n'ai pas oublié. Alors, pourquoi avoir continué seul? Seul sur ce chemin vaste et sans horizon, où je te regarde de dos, effondré dans l'eau tachée de nos conflits.
Cette Terre de notre rencontre, qui n'était juste que le début de la fin. Tu as laissé tout ça derr
Getting ready“Oh come on, do I have to go?” Sai asks, being annoyed at having to dress up. “Of course you have to, its Ike’s and Kath’s wedding day. We can’t go back on their trust now.” Stefan answers calmly, as he gets his suit and tie on. Sai was having difficulty getting his tie on and was about to give up when Stefan walked forward and tied it for him.
“No point in getting angry now.” He quickly points out and finishes tying Sai’s tie. “But I have a job dude!” Sai quickly exclaims worriedly. “You have a five hour break, that’s more than enough time.” Stefan points out as he re-adjusts his shades. Stefan stretches his arm to the door and grabs on to the handle. Quickly, he turns the knob and pulls himself closer while Sai follows slowly behind.
Stefan reaches with his other hand to the door and opens it as Sai picks up his sword and sheathes it. “Ready to go?” Sai asks annoyed. Right as Stefan
Grayscar got what he deserves *Vent Writing*One day Grayscar was out on a secret mission to find and offline his son Redbolt. During this secret mission of his, one Autobot rogue was out and found Grayscar then fought him. Grayscar was badly injured beyond repair and was shot in the spark chamber. Grayscar was immediately offline and his body left to decay.
Battle Kreaturez Chapter 24 - More to the Story(EXTERIOR: Wyldcard Ranch training field, early evening. Ben mindlinks with his Foddox, Sally, and then they take aim at some targets set up out in the field. Under Ben’s guidance, Sally spits three Energy Bullets that hit their target right on the mark.)
BEN: Good job, Sally! (Sally emits a happy YARK.)
OFF-PANEL: Well, you don’t seem to have gotten rusty…
(Ben turns around, revealing Riidya, hanging upside-down from a nearby tree branch.)
RIIDYA: Did they catch you off guard or were you just having a bad day?
BEN: Not this again… I said I was sorry…
RIIDYA: Sorry isn’t good enough. If you’re gonna start spacing out during battle then we have a right to know why. We almost wound up second-round cannon fodder because of you!
BEN: This is something I’ve got to figure out for myself.
RIIDYA: Figure what out? C’mon Ben, spill it.
BEN: Well… I guess this affects you too… fine. I’ve been thinking about leaving the
Icekipe's nightmare part 1The dream last night seemed so real, but it was just a dream, right?
I was running away from this thing that was chasing me! It wasn't human! It looked like some kind of abnormal human-hybrid, with it's body bleach white, wearing a black suit,a business suit to be exact, it also had NO FACE! Not even eyes,nose, and A mouth! It's just blank, it also has these tentacles that could impale or grab you! It looked so real but it was just a dream right? I'm scared, I feel like I'm being watched now in the forest that I live by, I think I saw something in the woods, now I'm getting scared! It was that thing! I might need to get therapy to get this off my mind...
The therapy didn't help! It still there I feel it's presence in my room watching me sleep or text to my friends, I hear ringing in my ears that get louder every time I step foot into the forest, I'm going to find that thing and try to kill it, this may be my last day to live, if so then I saw farewell my friends and family, I lov
La muerte de Emmana Hocking- Parte I-Entonces Madre, Elio es un buen chico te prometo que lo traeré- Dijo la pelirroja mirando la tumba de su madre con su hermano gemelo junto a ella.
La verdad era que a Ángel le daba mucha pena mirar a su hermana a diario en vacaciones hablar con la tumba de su madre, y mejor dicho, más que pena...le causaba un gran nudo en la garganta verla así y que luego partiera a llorar.
Para romper un poco la rutina Ángel tomó la mano de Emma y con una cálida sonrisa la convenció de ir a tomar algo; Emma dudó un momento porque su padre, Phoenix , los esperaba en casa con una larga lista de tareas, la cual ninguno de los dos pensaba realizar, y por esa misma razón decidió aceptar.
De camino a la cafetería el silencio domino a ambos hermanos, pero no por mucho tiempo gracias a la juguetona de Emmana, la cual rompió el silencio comentando:
-Ángelitooooooooo ¿Realmente te gustaba cuando Jean
Voice-Over Narrator? (CLOSED- THANKS!)Hey!
So I'm working on a short film regarding my explanation of "The String of Fate"..
I need a narrator who can voice over the video and can display these qualities:
- Good audio; although I will still be editing the audio to fit the video
- character in voice
- confidence!! (A quality that I don't have myself- therefore, am asking for help)
I actually attempted to do the voice-over myself; however, I can't stand my voice. xD
If you are interested in working with me, please send me a note so that we may discuss the script and transferring of audio file.
The death of the cheshire catBravery and I are not on intimate terms
My natural curiosity is tampered with caution
Thus I live long
But now, ignoring my instinct to flee or fear
I speak the truth with out reguard to consequence
Your courage deserves no less
You've suffered great pain, and you've caused some
You've endured great feelings of grief and guilt
But you will be tested on a more wretching anguish, Alice
There is worse to come
You and this Red Queen
Cannot both survive
You're two parts of the same-
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