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Imagine being me
Imagine us switching places
Well think about this
I wake up from a damn nightmare everyday
I find some sort of motivation to get up and get myself all ready and prepared to face the day
Though I drag my feet because the pain I hold within feels like weights on my shoulders
I finish up and then wait for about ten minutes in the cold and snowy outside world
Wishing I could stay forever, because my heart is about as cold as it is outside
I sit with peers whom majority of them I don't like
Finally arriving at the jail of a "school"
Spending about the first fifteen minutes with the one person you try to get your dirty hands on
I lug myself through four classes with people I utterly despise
In the middle of that I go to a crowded yet excruciatingly lonely lunch
After suffering through a pitiful school session, I get home I immediately run to my only safe place in the downstairs bathroom and lock my door
I rummage through the drawers in panic
Searching as if I wa
..:Soul x Maka:..February 13th, 2009, 11:50pm
Maka and Soul were sitting on the stone wall after taking out another Kishin soul.
"Oh, man, that was pretty intense, huh Soul?" Maka said with a smile, as she wiped a small drop of blood from her cheek.
"Nah that was easy. You're just weak," He said, sticking his tongue out and putting his arm around her.
"Hey, you don't have to swing this weight around all the time," she said, poking at his stomach.
They both made a small laugh and gave each other a hug. They let go and sat in silence, Soul's arm still around Maka. Soul hung his head over and twirled his thumbs as Maka was still looking up at the moon. He suddenly lifted his head just a tiny bit, "You look so beautiful with the moonlight shining on your face."
Maka turned her head to face Soul. She was a little bit shocked, but she slightly blushed.
"What?" she grinned and punched him in the shoulder, "You ja
washed away with the rainThe rain was warm against my pale skin
There was a chilly breeze
But the rain contradicted the temperature and took over
The scent of the rain was wonderful
It was surrounding me in the scent of nature, warm and dirt-filled
Drops of blood hit the concrete and turned it slowly into blotches of crimson
My wrist was spilling a violet-rose color
There was so much liquid, gushing, flowing from my skin
You could smell the coppery, rusty smell of it very strongly
I stood there in the pouring rain
Soaking in my own blood, along with Mothers tears
Holding an old fashioned Gillette razor
It was brand new
Sharp, shiny, and now used
For purposes other than shaving, of course
I dropped the small rectangle of purpousful stainless steel and walked
In my cami, jeans, and my own bare feet
I didn't have a set location
But there was no way I could stay in that house any longer
I ventured foreward
Unaware of what destiny lied ahead of me
The neighbors stared from their windows
Watching me with cold eyes
My new beginning"Goodnight, mom."
I dressed out of my regular skirt and top, and into my nightgown
Tomorrow would be a long day, and I needed sleep
I closed my eyes and drifted into a light slumber
I need to change
This life doesn't feel right anymore
Try something different tomorrow...
Those are the thoughts that constantly replayed in my head as I was sleeping
I woke up in the morning covered in sweat
It got hot while sleeping
I opened my window and headed toward my closet while rubbing my eyes
I was going to try something new today
I reached out for my black tube top
And in the other hand grabbed my Black&Grey striped cardi
I headed towards the dresser and stubbed my toe while digging for my pair of black skinny jeans
I finally got all dressed and got my black Converse on
I think I'm going to ride my bike to school today
I went to the garage, piece of Nutella'd toast in my mouth, and road off into the morning darkness
It was dark and groggy outside, especially for 7am
Somebody I used to knowI slam the door behind me shut
It hurts too much to care
"Don't slam the door!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
I'm in misery
That stupid song
Yes, I know what I did
Yes, I know that you're angry
Yes, I know you want to be friends, maybe
I don't know what to think of you
I'm supposed to protect her, I'm her older brother
I'm not trying to make you miserable
I know you aren't trying to or are you?
Well let me say something
When you send those lyrics
You didn't have to cut me off
Pretend it never happened and we were nothing
I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger
That felt so rough
You may think I'm lying
But I'm not
It hurts like hell
And it's all regrettable
You're a dear friend to me
And it hurts to hear the lyrics
Because I know it's probably all true
I guess I really am somebody you used to know
Hidden ConfusionI'm so undeserving of you
I didn't even give you a chance...
You're my best friend
And yes, I'm very aware that you have feeling for me
I had an open opportunity
You even asked
I never answered
And I ended up going back to him
I don't like you in the way that you like me
I don't share the same feeling
But I should have given you a chance
Maybe my feelings would have changed
The least I can do is give you an answer
I'm drowning in my bottomless guilt
And the pain of my heart is endless
It's being ripped out
And left for some sort of beast to take it away
I need to see you again
But I don't know how to present myself to you
You've been there for me
And what have I given you?
Pain and the suspense of an answer
I don't know how you can deal with me
Or still love me the way you do
I've been hurting ever since that day
But I just don't know what to do anymore
It all hurts so much
I guess I never realized h
So alone pt. 1A cold breeze nips at my nose, and suddenly I open my eyes
I look ahead, I'm laying down, all I see is a moonlit sky above me
I slowly rise up to see where I was
I'm sitting in a boat...
A boat? This isn't right...I don't enjoy boats...
A raging sea is at both sides of me
A white speck of something falls from the sky
A...white, rose petal?
Where am I? Why am I here?
"Please miss, lay back down."
The Deep voice startled me
I had no idea where I was...
"Just lay down. We're almost there."
"Wait! Who are you?"
The man stayed silent
He was just a shadow...I couldn't see his face...
I was starting to get a shiver up my spine
A shiver of fear
Or just the cold...
Suddenly, the movement of the boat gets a bit rough, and we stop
"We're where? Where are we? Why am I here, why did you take me here? Answer me!"
Again, the man stayed silent
I felt a hand across my wrist, and was jerked out of the boat
There were petals all over me
I was in a p
The Ending ChapterDressed in white
Fancy swirls and designs
A long trail behind her
Father by her left side
Walking her down the aisle
Her new life-long partner waiting at the end
Her father kisses her forehead and takes a seat in a pew
Trying to hide the tears from the pain in his heart
The pain of letting her baby girl grow up
The end holds a new life
With a new partner
Who shares ever-lasting love
An unbreakable bond
The officiant talks and talks
She doesn't listen to much, for she's busy thinking about what's going on around her
She tunes in, just in time for her to say "I do"
She does love him
She's been ready for this moment her entire life
2 simple words
He says the same
Everybody cries at the official kiss
Hours later they're in celebration
A car pulls up to take them on their honeymoon
"Are you ready to go?" he asks
"Yes" she says
She says goodbyes, thank you's, and I love you's to her family and friends
She steps into the car
Giving her father one last look
I'm in too deepI'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
Into a place, oh so familiar
The last bit of good, happy ground, is breaking
I am soon to fall
Into the bottomless pit of despair and misery
The darkness consumes me
The more I fall
The more I start to think of how I ended up in this predicament
The pain that I never let out
The pain that I kept concealed
The tears I never cried out, left in my eyes
The fears I never overcame
The things I never said...
Oh, dear God
I should have listened to you
I should have talked to you
I should have talked to my parents
Along with all of the others who cared for my safety
The one's who tried helping me out of my depression
Keeping me from going completely insane
It's too late
I'm sinking into a pool
A pool of blood and darkness
Now living in the misery I was born to live in
I regret it all
This is not the way I want to live
But I can't escape this demon life
I'm in too deep
RP Scenarios, Vampire AUVampire AU 1, Nina's Past Life
"I bet you would like to know what your life was like before you became my slave correct~?" Jard would say turning to face Nina in front of the bedroom window. She scowled at him with a desprate frown and she would nod her head.
"Very well~ but you won't like the ending" he'd grin as he sat in a large chair.
"It all began...when we first met"
A smiling Nina and Jard laying on a blanket under a tree in the late evening, hand in hand and laughing about some spoken joke or story he was telling her. She looked up to him with trust and love, a gentle love that had only just become a flame a couple weeks ago at this time.
It was at this time that when they became close and shared their first kiss, Jard had planned to keep Nina for much more then a girlfriend, but as a vampire slave. Nina didn't know what Jard was throughout their relationship and this was the perfect moment.
What seemed like an innocent kiss it smoothly had turned into a bloodied bi
Thats what friends are for"Can ya come??"
The voice is weak and pleading
I sits on the train and are on my way to work
"Were are you??...."
I looks out..its gonna be another sunny warm day
The voice still sounds in distress
I bite my lip, I was home last week with Nova and I guess my boss wont be happy
"I will be there hang in there my friend"
"I will try...."
The voice dont convince me he is really gonna be ok
I jumps off the train and take a deep breath
I'm already sweaty of the lack of air condision on the train
I dail the number to my boss
I hear him answer
"Hi...its me Carolin...sorry but I gonna be home today...I dont feel well"
My boss sounds just as unhappy I thought he would
"What?? You were home last week...you know you are sick quite often?!"
I bite my lip
"Yeah I know but...I cant come"
My boss sigh
"You know you wont get any vacation if you do like this? T.T"
I grits my teeth
"I cant help I'm sick! Shall I be punished for it??"
My boss is quiet
"Will u be here tomorrow??"
I slap my foreh
7-25-14 ~ Rorin and Zef, simulated loungeThey both wanted out, but it was quiet all day. So I let them talk this way. (I'm really not blaming anyone for the lack of RP, but there was chaos inside their headspace and it had to be sorted out.) ^^
Also, to avoid confusion, I should say that Rorin and Zef talk occasionally outside their headspace, but in Xan's headcanon. They're no friends, though. Zef neither likes nor dislikes Rorin and Rorin merely decides to bug Zef now and then but since Zef avoids the lounge and mess hall on the Legacy it doesn't happen often. They still do know each other somewhat.
Zef: *noticed more and more things disappearing and mentioned it to his colleagues, but they either made fun of him, talked it down or simply denied it; so Zef decided to not mention it anymore if he doesn't know and trust a person (which narrows it down to about three people in the whole building), if someone else brings it up that's another story... maybe.*
Rorin: *is really mature about this whole random-things-
Capitulo 5 - Historias de Vidas que Se EntrelacamO Guerreiro, O Escritor e O Alquimista
Capitulo 5 – Histórias de Vidas que se Entrelaçam
“Naquela noite, eu deveria me abri um pouco para estranhos que eu sentia uma estranha simpatia... Não sei por que... mas naquela noite eu aprendi e entendi muitas coisas”
Após todos estarem no quarto, tive de esperar algum tempo até começar a falar.
O Jovem alquimista, Heythor, havia pedido para que eu não começasse a falar, por intermédio de Hélio, e que ele, iria preparar algo para que todos (Heytor e Lukas) pudessem me ver e ouvir, sem a necessidade de alguém repetindo as minhas palavras ou ficar apontando aonde eu estaria e como estaria gesticulando.
Então, observei o garoto de perto, se abaixando e baixo de sua cama que ficava mais próxima a parede, e em baixo da mesma, arrastando uma mala de couro para fora. Pegando, colocando os códigos numéricos e abrindo-a c
Death battle ideasTravis Touchdown vs Jack (from madworld)
Dragonborn vs The courier (fallout new Vegas )
Duke Nukem vs postal dude
Trevor Philips vs Vaas (from far cry 3)
Zinyak vs super-skrull
Maxwell(scribblenauts) vs finn the human
Ben 10 vs frieza
Alex mercer vs venom
Ken masters vs Kobra
Mr. Grimm (TM 2) vs ghost rider
Sweet tooth vs joker
Buffy vs Juliet Starling
Raiden(metal gear rising ) vs dante
Samurai Jack vs Yoshimitsu
Tamama(sgt.frog) vs Croagunk (Pokemon )
Zuko (avatar) vs Trunks (dbz)
Zed vs lord raptor
James Bond vs Wei Shen
Cody(street fighter ) vs Miguel (tekken)
Balrog vs TJ Combo
Cyrax and Sektor vs fulgore
Nightmare vs Kratos
Eddie Riggs vs justin law (soul eater )
Death the kid vs Nero (dmc4)
Lord Death vs Akuma
Obi-Wan vs Siegfried (soulcalibur )
Ivy vs Morrigan
Destroyman vs deadpool
Huey freeman(boondocks) vs mr. Chau ( scott pilgrim )
Knives chau vs Natsu (sc5)
Ramona Flowers vs Astaroth from soulcalibur
Sweet Tooth vs The Pyro
Brute(saints row ) vs the heavy(team fortress)
PC-RP-Log: Joseph's New FriendJoseph had gotten a letter delivered to his tent and found that Sera had invited him to her house, apologizing for the sudden need for him to leave. he smiles and tosses the letter into his tent and heads off to the Meowstic's house, whistling a pleasant tune on his way. on his way he pauses the whistling and rubs at the stitched up shoulder of his sweater. "I...really hope I don't come off as a slob for wearing this...it IS my only shirt..."
Sera was checking over the preparations she had made for her guest, mostly making sure she had cleaned properly and that she hadn't forgotten to make the snacks. She had already checked twice, and yet she found herself checking again, still somehow worried she had forgotten to do everything she had planned. "I guess everything is okay... m-maybe I should go out and water the plants so I don't feel like I have to be doing something in here... when it's all done already." With that, she took her watering can from the shelf and went outside and aroun
7 Deadly Sins Contest EntryDarkness of a Heart (Pride)
Darkness clouded out the pale light of the moon as the door slid along the hinges of the darkened cell. The guards felt the eery feeling of something staring at him moments before they caught the light of two cat eyes staring them down. The female slunk out of the shadows with a snarl of defiance peeling her lips back in a grimace of hate so profound that some of the newer guards flinched from the hate in the piercing blue eyes.
Grabbing the pointed hooks the guards proceeded to poke and prod the animal before them until it snarled in rage lunging forward without warnings and hooking its claws into the steel only to retract them seconds later and land on the dirt spitting in rage.
The men laughed in amusement unaware that the creature in front of them had only recently lost the ability to shift into her human skin. Without a necklace, the very object her master had stolen, she was unable to be anything but the light cougar form she was in now and it had made
Hacked: When Violet met BEN Well, temporarily... my computer just got hacked, don't ask why because I know who's tinkering where they're not supposed to be... Hey! Vengeance the Eradicator here... and let me explain why I'm starting off this story. For one, Violet caught a stomach virus and Carmen had to watch over her.
It all started after dinner, Violet was just getting ready to post the story of how she met Jay on /4/chan when of course she came across a message that the computer she was using ( my computer) had detected a virus and got all pouty- faced when she tried getting the security system to get rid of whatever virus was infecting my hard drive the next message she would receive stated, " YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT!"
" Come out of there... there's no need to be afraid." Violet said in a soothing voice.
" EASY FOR YOU TO SAY!!!!" shouted whatever it was infecting my monitor, " At least you aren't stuck in a videogame and no one treats you like you don't belong here!"
" That isn't the point." Viol
The death of the cheshire catBravery and I are not on intimate terms
My natural curiosity is tampered with caution
Thus I live long
But now, ignoring my instinct to flee or fear
I speak the truth with out reguard to consequence
Your courage deserves no less
You've suffered great pain, and you've caused some
You've endured great feelings of grief and guilt
But you will be tested on a more wretching anguish, Alice
There is worse to come
You and this Red Queen
Cannot both survive
You're two parts of the same-
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