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Imagine being me
Imagine us switching places
Well think about this
I wake up from a damn nightmare everyday
I find some sort of motivation to get up and get myself all ready and prepared to face the day
Though I drag my feet because the pain I hold within feels like weights on my shoulders
I finish up and then wait for about ten minutes in the cold and snowy outside world
Wishing I could stay forever, because my heart is about as cold as it is outside
I sit with peers whom majority of them I don't like
Finally arriving at the jail of a "school"
Spending about the first fifteen minutes with the one person you try to get your dirty hands on
I lug myself through four classes with people I utterly despise
In the middle of that I go to a crowded yet excruciatingly lonely lunch
After suffering through a pitiful school session, I get home I immediately run to my only safe place in the downstairs bathroom and lock my door
I rummage through the drawers in panic
Searching as if I wa
..:Soul x Maka:..February 13th, 2009, 11:50pm
Maka and Soul were sitting on the stone wall after taking out another Kishin soul.
"Oh, man, that was pretty intense, huh Soul?" Maka said with a smile, as she wiped a small drop of blood from her cheek.
"Nah that was easy. You're just weak," He said, sticking his tongue out and putting his arm around her.
"Hey, you don't have to swing this weight around all the time," she said, poking at his stomach.
They both made a small laugh and gave each other a hug. They let go and sat in silence, Soul's arm still around Maka. Soul hung his head over and twirled his thumbs as Maka was still looking up at the moon. He suddenly lifted his head just a tiny bit, "You look so beautiful with the moonlight shining on your face."
Maka turned her head to face Soul. She was a little bit shocked, but she slightly blushed.
"What?" she grinned and punched him in the shoulder, "You ja
washed away with the rainThe rain was warm against my pale skin
There was a chilly breeze
But the rain contradicted the temperature and took over
The scent of the rain was wonderful
It was surrounding me in the scent of nature, warm and dirt-filled
Drops of blood hit the concrete and turned it slowly into blotches of crimson
My wrist was spilling a violet-rose color
There was so much liquid, gushing, flowing from my skin
You could smell the coppery, rusty smell of it very strongly
I stood there in the pouring rain
Soaking in my own blood, along with Mothers tears
Holding an old fashioned Gillette razor
It was brand new
Sharp, shiny, and now used
For purposes other than shaving, of course
I dropped the small rectangle of purpousful stainless steel and walked
In my cami, jeans, and my own bare feet
I didn't have a set location
But there was no way I could stay in that house any longer
I ventured foreward
Unaware of what destiny lied ahead of me
The neighbors stared from their windows
Watching me with cold eyes
My new beginning"Goodnight, mom."
I dressed out of my regular skirt and top, and into my nightgown
Tomorrow would be a long day, and I needed sleep
I closed my eyes and drifted into a light slumber
I need to change
This life doesn't feel right anymore
Try something different tomorrow...
Those are the thoughts that constantly replayed in my head as I was sleeping
I woke up in the morning covered in sweat
It got hot while sleeping
I opened my window and headed toward my closet while rubbing my eyes
I was going to try something new today
I reached out for my black tube top
And in the other hand grabbed my Black&Grey striped cardi
I headed towards the dresser and stubbed my toe while digging for my pair of black skinny jeans
I finally got all dressed and got my black Converse on
I think I'm going to ride my bike to school today
I went to the garage, piece of Nutella'd toast in my mouth, and road off into the morning darkness
It was dark and groggy outside, especially for 7am
Somebody I used to knowI slam the door behind me shut
It hurts too much to care
"Don't slam the door!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
I'm in misery
That stupid song
Yes, I know what I did
Yes, I know that you're angry
Yes, I know you want to be friends, maybe
I don't know what to think of you
I'm supposed to protect her, I'm her older brother
I'm not trying to make you miserable
I know you aren't trying to or are you?
Well let me say something
When you send those lyrics
You didn't have to cut me off
Pretend it never happened and we were nothing
I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger
That felt so rough
You may think I'm lying
But I'm not
It hurts like hell
And it's all regrettable
You're a dear friend to me
And it hurts to hear the lyrics
Because I know it's probably all true
I guess I really am somebody you used to know
Hidden ConfusionI'm so undeserving of you
I didn't even give you a chance...
You're my best friend
And yes, I'm very aware that you have feeling for me
I had an open opportunity
You even asked
I never answered
And I ended up going back to him
I don't like you in the way that you like me
I don't share the same feeling
But I should have given you a chance
Maybe my feelings would have changed
The least I can do is give you an answer
I'm drowning in my bottomless guilt
And the pain of my heart is endless
It's being ripped out
And left for some sort of beast to take it away
I need to see you again
But I don't know how to present myself to you
You've been there for me
And what have I given you?
Pain and the suspense of an answer
I don't know how you can deal with me
Or still love me the way you do
I've been hurting ever since that day
But I just don't know what to do anymore
It all hurts so much
I guess I never realized h
So alone pt. 1A cold breeze nips at my nose, and suddenly I open my eyes
I look ahead, I'm laying down, all I see is a moonlit sky above me
I slowly rise up to see where I was
I'm sitting in a boat...
A boat? This isn't right...I don't enjoy boats...
A raging sea is at both sides of me
A white speck of something falls from the sky
A...white, rose petal?
Where am I? Why am I here?
"Please miss, lay back down."
The Deep voice startled me
I had no idea where I was...
"Just lay down. We're almost there."
"Wait! Who are you?"
The man stayed silent
He was just a shadow...I couldn't see his face...
I was starting to get a shiver up my spine
A shiver of fear
Or just the cold...
Suddenly, the movement of the boat gets a bit rough, and we stop
"We're where? Where are we? Why am I here, why did you take me here? Answer me!"
Again, the man stayed silent
I felt a hand across my wrist, and was jerked out of the boat
There were petals all over me
I was in a p
The Ending ChapterDressed in white
Fancy swirls and designs
A long trail behind her
Father by her left side
Walking her down the aisle
Her new life-long partner waiting at the end
Her father kisses her forehead and takes a seat in a pew
Trying to hide the tears from the pain in his heart
The pain of letting her baby girl grow up
The end holds a new life
With a new partner
Who shares ever-lasting love
An unbreakable bond
The officiant talks and talks
She doesn't listen to much, for she's busy thinking about what's going on around her
She tunes in, just in time for her to say "I do"
She does love him
She's been ready for this moment her entire life
2 simple words
He says the same
Everybody cries at the official kiss
Hours later they're in celebration
A car pulls up to take them on their honeymoon
"Are you ready to go?" he asks
"Yes" she says
She says goodbyes, thank you's, and I love you's to her family and friends
She steps into the car
Giving her father one last look
I'm in too deepI'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
Into a place, oh so familiar
The last bit of good, happy ground, is breaking
I am soon to fall
Into the bottomless pit of despair and misery
The darkness consumes me
The more I fall
The more I start to think of how I ended up in this predicament
The pain that I never let out
The pain that I kept concealed
The tears I never cried out, left in my eyes
The fears I never overcame
The things I never said...
Oh, dear God
I should have listened to you
I should have talked to you
I should have talked to my parents
Along with all of the others who cared for my safety
The one's who tried helping me out of my depression
Keeping me from going completely insane
It's too late
I'm sinking into a pool
A pool of blood and darkness
Now living in the misery I was born to live in
I regret it all
This is not the way I want to live
But I can't escape this demon life
I'm in too deep
RP Scenarios, Vampire AUVampire AU 1, Nina's Past Life
"I bet you would like to know what your life was like before you became my slave correct~?" Jard would say turning to face Nina in front of the bedroom window. She scowled at him with a desprate frown and she would nod her head.
"Very well~ but you won't like the ending" he'd grin as he sat in a large chair.
"It all began...when we first met"
A smiling Nina and Jard laying on a blanket under a tree in the late evening, hand in hand and laughing about some spoken joke or story he was telling her. She looked up to him with trust and love, a gentle love that had only just become a flame a couple weeks ago at this time.
It was at this time that when they became close and shared their first kiss, Jard had planned to keep Nina for much more then a girlfriend, but as a vampire slave. Nina didn't know what Jard was throughout their relationship and this was the perfect moment.
What seemed like an innocent kiss it smoothly had turned into a bloodied bi
FriendsMy phone start to ring in the middle of the night, its not normal thies days amd I flies up
I first think it can be Oskar and its about Nova
With shaking hands I grab my phone and answer before I even see who is calling
A kind of shaking voice is answers me on the other side of the line
"Hey C its meh Shawn...srry to bother ya but...ya told me I could call ya if I needed ya...and I sort of do ot now...can ya come to da city??
I first get shocked over hearing his voice bit then swallows
"O...Of course...Shall I bring Seth?
Its quiet for a while
I can really see how he must be fighting with himself
"No...leave big cuz home...ya can handle this...ya must please handle it"
By now I'm already dressed in my soft pants and a shirt
"Wait were you are Shawn....I'm on my way!"
I put the headset on and kisses my half awake husband up.
"Wait here babe...I call you later...trust me"
Seth is about to protests but then nods
"Be careful, call me as soon as you can"
I kisses him
Series: Based on the music....I only hear one thing.
No matter how much land i travel.
No matter how many beats i kill.
I can only hear one thing.
Clok defeated me, killed me, whatever! I got humiliated.
Now i am back to the burning place where teeth are shattered.
Here, i train killing imps and several beats.
My flaming powers get stronger here, for obvious reasons.
My rage never ran off since i went here. I felt cold, even with all the lava and flame, with meant one thing.
I'm hotter then Hell.
Hell's lord wont bother me if i don't bother him.
My brohers...i don't know where they are. I shall have some fun alone finally.
But one thing makes me even more angered.
No matter how much i kill.
How much i torture.
I can only hear the hell's bells.
Había venido al baile solo, realmente no tenía interés en convivir con nadie, estaba encerrado en mis pensamientos la mayor parte del tiempo, pero había venido por cumplir con mi deber de rey más que nada.
No me agrada del todo el clima de este lugar, es cálido, preferiría estar en casa revisando papeles o leyendo algo, en este caso cubrirme como regularmente lo hacía probablemente me enfermaría, entonces opte por un vestido ligero de color blanco con adornos en negro y cubrirme de maquillaje blanco suave y nada marcado, para que fuera un poco más complicado que alguien me identificara.
En esta ocasión opte por arreglarme yo mismo, quizás así podría conservar aún más mi anonimato, además después de salir a hacer mi guardia tendría que arreglarme yo solo de nuevo.
Las ropas ligeras elegidas eras demasiado diferentes a lo que estaba acostumbrado, blanco y con detalles en negro, dejaban a la vis
SCO: RH Ep 8Robin*VO*: Previously on "Stranded Cast Off: Reaper High"
*14 Players are about to do the Truth or Dare themed Challenge
*Rigodon suddenly made history repeat itself and has been weighed by Scarlett
*Some told the truth and some lied....Liar liar Noah's pants are on fire*laughs*yeah...
*Thanks to Angelica and her tears,there's no winner for this challenge......and even better,her diabotical evil plan not only ruined a
good shot for the two teams...but,she also got Twilight Sparkle arrested....again.
*And in the end...Blossom,Spongebob and Dexter became the seventh,eighth and ninth person eliminated from the game
11 players remaining.Who'll be eliminated tonight?
The theme song plays as the contestants names are being placed for both teams.The theme song ends with the 'Stranded Cast Off" logo and the 'Reaper High' logo underneath
Death battle ideasTravis Touchdown vs Jack (from madworld)
Dragonborn vs The courier (fallout new Vegas )
Duke Nukem vs postal dude
Trevor Philips vs Vaas (from far cry 3)
Zinyak vs super-skrull
Maxwell(scribblenauts) vs finn the human
Ben 10 vs frieza
Alex mercer vs venom
Ken masters vs Kobra
Mr. Grimm (TM 2) vs ghost rider
Sweet tooth vs joker
Buffy vs Juliet Starling
Raiden(metal gear rising ) vs dante
Samurai Jack vs Yoshimitsu
Tamama(sgt.frog) vs Croagunk (Pokemon )
Zuko (avatar) vs Trunks (dbz)
Zed vs lord raptor
James Bond vs Wei Shen
Cody(street fighter ) vs Miguel (tekken)
Balrog vs TJ Combo
Cyrax and Sektor vs fulgore
Nightmare vs Kratos
Eddie Riggs vs justin law (soul eater )
Death the kid vs Nero (dmc4)
Lord Death vs Akuma
Obi-Wan vs Siegfried (soulcalibur )
Ivy vs Morrigan
Destroyman vs deadpool
Huey freeman(boondocks) vs mr. Chau ( scott pilgrim )
Knives chau vs Natsu (sc5)
Ramona Flowers vs Astaroth from soulcalibur
Sweet Tooth vs The Pyro
Brute(saints row ) vs the heavy(team fortress)
SCO: RH Ep 9Robin*VO*: Previously on "Stranded Cast Off: Reaper High"
*11 players are now in the merge by playing the classic game of Hide and Seek
*Yumi and Mandy both swore right in front of Angelica shortly after being found
*Sam told Sunil that somebody's taking a catnap and that somebody is Rigodon
*Dib wrote a poem for Mandy which automaticly made the boys run for their lives thinking that the poem has cooties
*Angelica's chance of finding the last hidden player was foiled and in due to that,Rigodon won his first invinsibility challenge
*And in the end,Timmy Turner became the tenth person eliminated from the game
10 players remaining.Who'll be eliminated tonight?
The theme song plays as the contestants names are being placed for both te
Ride Pony RideOpening sequence. as music plays a man is walking through a art gallery and a strange picture captures it's eye. soon it starts flashing and . .
Wishing for something to wake my soul
And excite my senses
Beautiful pictures fill up my brain and explode.
scene change: the man is in the artwork:
The man looks around as . . .
"Squirrels run tiptoe atop these old
White picket fences " old 50's style houses with a red tricycle on a lawn and a sprinkler showing nearby. Close up of a water puddle as a hoof plashes in it . .
"Amid the croaking of self-satisfied toads" The man is now riding a pony through a forest and the puddle is seen now as a random puddle in the woods and you see the man is running past toads croaking to the music.
Chorus: "ride pony ride" far away camera view from above the tree tops you can see the man riding through a trail in the woods, far to the right is the woods edge as the camera pan
PC-RP-Log: Joseph's New FriendJoseph had gotten a letter delivered to his tent and found that Sera had invited him to her house, apologizing for the sudden need for him to leave. he smiles and tosses the letter into his tent and heads off to the Meowstic's house, whistling a pleasant tune on his way. on his way he pauses the whistling and rubs at the stitched up shoulder of his sweater. "I...really hope I don't come off as a slob for wearing this...it IS my only shirt..."
Sera was checking over the preparations she had made for her guest, mostly making sure she had cleaned properly and that she hadn't forgotten to make the snacks. She had already checked twice, and yet she found herself checking again, still somehow worried she had forgotten to do everything she had planned. "I guess everything is okay... m-maybe I should go out and water the plants so I don't feel like I have to be doing something in here... when it's all done already." With that, she took her watering can from the shelf and went outside and aroun
The death of the cheshire catBravery and I are not on intimate terms
My natural curiosity is tampered with caution
Thus I live long
But now, ignoring my instinct to flee or fear
I speak the truth with out reguard to consequence
Your courage deserves no less
You've suffered great pain, and you've caused some
You've endured great feelings of grief and guilt
But you will be tested on a more wretching anguish, Alice
There is worse to come
You and this Red Queen
Cannot both survive
You're two parts of the same-
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