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Imagine being me
Imagine us switching places
Well think about this
I wake up from a damn nightmare everyday
I find some sort of motivation to get up and get myself all ready and prepared to face the day
Though I drag my feet because the pain I hold within feels like weights on my shoulders
I finish up and then wait for about ten minutes in the cold and snowy outside world
Wishing I could stay forever, because my heart is about as cold as it is outside
I sit with peers whom majority of them I don't like
Finally arriving at the jail of a "school"
Spending about the first fifteen minutes with the one person you try to get your dirty hands on
I lug myself through four classes with people I utterly despise
In the middle of that I go to a crowded yet excruciatingly lonely lunch
After suffering through a pitiful school session, I get home I immediately run to my only safe place in the downstairs bathroom and lock my door
I rummage through the drawers in panic
Searching as if I wa
..:Soul x Maka:..February 13th, 2009, 11:50pm
Maka and Soul were sitting on the stone wall after taking out another Kishin soul.
"Oh, man, that was pretty intense, huh Soul?" Maka said with a smile, as she wiped a small drop of blood from her cheek.
"Nah that was easy. You're just weak," He said, sticking his tongue out and putting his arm around her.
"Hey, you don't have to swing this weight around all the time," she said, poking at his stomach.
They both made a small laugh and gave each other a hug. They let go and sat in silence, Soul's arm still around Maka. Soul hung his head over and twirled his thumbs as Maka was still looking up at the moon. He suddenly lifted his head just a tiny bit, "You look so beautiful with the moonlight shining on your face."
Maka turned her head to face Soul. She was a little bit shocked, but she slightly blushed.
"What?" she grinned and punched him in the shoulder, "You ja
washed away with the rainThe rain was warm against my pale skin
There was a chilly breeze
But the rain contradicted the temperature and took over
The scent of the rain was wonderful
It was surrounding me in the scent of nature, warm and dirt-filled
Drops of blood hit the concrete and turned it slowly into blotches of crimson
My wrist was spilling a violet-rose color
There was so much liquid, gushing, flowing from my skin
You could smell the coppery, rusty smell of it very strongly
I stood there in the pouring rain
Soaking in my own blood, along with Mothers tears
Holding an old fashioned Gillette razor
It was brand new
Sharp, shiny, and now used
For purposes other than shaving, of course
I dropped the small rectangle of purpousful stainless steel and walked
In my cami, jeans, and my own bare feet
I didn't have a set location
But there was no way I could stay in that house any longer
I ventured foreward
Unaware of what destiny lied ahead of me
The neighbors stared from their windows
Watching me with cold eyes
My new beginning"Goodnight, mom."
I dressed out of my regular skirt and top, and into my nightgown
Tomorrow would be a long day, and I needed sleep
I closed my eyes and drifted into a light slumber
I need to change
This life doesn't feel right anymore
Try something different tomorrow...
Those are the thoughts that constantly replayed in my head as I was sleeping
I woke up in the morning covered in sweat
It got hot while sleeping
I opened my window and headed toward my closet while rubbing my eyes
I was going to try something new today
I reached out for my black tube top
And in the other hand grabbed my Black&Grey striped cardi
I headed towards the dresser and stubbed my toe while digging for my pair of black skinny jeans
I finally got all dressed and got my black Converse on
I think I'm going to ride my bike to school today
I went to the garage, piece of Nutella'd toast in my mouth, and road off into the morning darkness
It was dark and groggy outside, especially for 7am
Somebody I used to knowI slam the door behind me shut
It hurts too much to care
"Don't slam the door!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
I'm in misery
That stupid song
Yes, I know what I did
Yes, I know that you're angry
Yes, I know you want to be friends, maybe
I don't know what to think of you
I'm supposed to protect her, I'm her older brother
I'm not trying to make you miserable
I know you aren't trying to or are you?
Well let me say something
When you send those lyrics
You didn't have to cut me off
Pretend it never happened and we were nothing
I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger
That felt so rough
You may think I'm lying
But I'm not
It hurts like hell
And it's all regrettable
You're a dear friend to me
And it hurts to hear the lyrics
Because I know it's probably all true
I guess I really am somebody you used to know
Hidden ConfusionI'm so undeserving of you
I didn't even give you a chance...
You're my best friend
And yes, I'm very aware that you have feeling for me
I had an open opportunity
You even asked
I never answered
And I ended up going back to him
I don't like you in the way that you like me
I don't share the same feeling
But I should have given you a chance
Maybe my feelings would have changed
The least I can do is give you an answer
I'm drowning in my bottomless guilt
And the pain of my heart is endless
It's being ripped out
And left for some sort of beast to take it away
I need to see you again
But I don't know how to present myself to you
You've been there for me
And what have I given you?
Pain and the suspense of an answer
I don't know how you can deal with me
Or still love me the way you do
I've been hurting ever since that day
But I just don't know what to do anymore
It all hurts so much
I guess I never realized h
So alone pt. 1A cold breeze nips at my nose, and suddenly I open my eyes
I look ahead, I'm laying down, all I see is a moonlit sky above me
I slowly rise up to see where I was
I'm sitting in a boat...
A boat? This isn't right...I don't enjoy boats...
A raging sea is at both sides of me
A white speck of something falls from the sky
A...white, rose petal?
Where am I? Why am I here?
"Please miss, lay back down."
The Deep voice startled me
I had no idea where I was...
"Just lay down. We're almost there."
"Wait! Who are you?"
The man stayed silent
He was just a shadow...I couldn't see his face...
I was starting to get a shiver up my spine
A shiver of fear
Or just the cold...
Suddenly, the movement of the boat gets a bit rough, and we stop
"We're where? Where are we? Why am I here, why did you take me here? Answer me!"
Again, the man stayed silent
I felt a hand across my wrist, and was jerked out of the boat
There were petals all over me
I was in a p
The Ending ChapterDressed in white
Fancy swirls and designs
A long trail behind her
Father by her left side
Walking her down the aisle
Her new life-long partner waiting at the end
Her father kisses her forehead and takes a seat in a pew
Trying to hide the tears from the pain in his heart
The pain of letting her baby girl grow up
The end holds a new life
With a new partner
Who shares ever-lasting love
An unbreakable bond
The officiant talks and talks
She doesn't listen to much, for she's busy thinking about what's going on around her
She tunes in, just in time for her to say "I do"
She does love him
She's been ready for this moment her entire life
2 simple words
He says the same
Everybody cries at the official kiss
Hours later they're in celebration
A car pulls up to take them on their honeymoon
"Are you ready to go?" he asks
"Yes" she says
She says goodbyes, thank you's, and I love you's to her family and friends
She steps into the car
Giving her father one last look
I'm in too deepI'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
Into a place, oh so familiar
The last bit of good, happy ground, is breaking
I am soon to fall
Into the bottomless pit of despair and misery
The darkness consumes me
The more I fall
The more I start to think of how I ended up in this predicament
The pain that I never let out
The pain that I kept concealed
The tears I never cried out, left in my eyes
The fears I never overcame
The things I never said...
Oh, dear God
I should have listened to you
I should have talked to you
I should have talked to my parents
Along with all of the others who cared for my safety
The one's who tried helping me out of my depression
Keeping me from going completely insane
It's too late
I'm sinking into a pool
A pool of blood and darkness
Now living in the misery I was born to live in
I regret it all
This is not the way I want to live
But I can't escape this demon life
I'm in too deep
.:Fallen Angel RP Prompt:.There was a loud crash outside your house, and, even though you are home alone, you go out to investigate. There, in the middle of the grass outside your front door is a winged boy lying in a crater caused by the impact. He looks to be in pain but as you go to help him, he springs at you, pinning you to the brick wall by your throat. Do you:
1) Fight him off
2) Try to reason with him
3) Let him kill you (With a struggle)
4) Switch, you be the fallen angel
Your character can be male or female but PG13 please. (If you want to do 18+, note me with Fallen Angel in the subject) Fallen Angel must stay male if you do switch.
Aside from the angel, other characters are to be human! Not G/T!
The Life and Times of Aodhan the LongwingSeptember 15th, 1779, Loch Laggan
Aileen Donahue had been a simple maid, bringing food to the aviators stationed at Loch Laggan and cleaning their dishes. She'd first come to Loch Laggan when she was 20 years old and her father could no longer afford to feed her. She was considered too old to learn how to be an aviator, so they turned her into the next best thing; a maid who can help out the aviators.
Aileen had never questioned their decision, preferring to keep away from the huge scaled beasts that the aviators loved so deeply. She learnt not to be frightened of them within the first months, but she remained wary- something so big and so intelligent could only be the most frightening thing she had ever seen.
September the 15th started out just like any other day. Wake up early, help in the kitchens, then serve the aviators as they trickled into the covert. Except this morning, the hall had been almost completely empty instead of being filled with people. Two formations should
I Started my first timed mile this year. Ran 5 laps and walked one in 12 minutes 5 seconds.
Die in the locker room for three hours nomming on lunch early. Gets home at 2:50 and instantly heats up water to start making cup noodle. or *instant noodle*. Tis the life of a Kelly
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Absol TG- Commission for WiiPlayAll It hadn't been a good hunting day for Ravin. Nothing had shown its face out here, nothing.
"Maybe I should go home." He said.
"Perhaps." A voice said from behind him.
"Who's there?" He asked, turning around, finding no one.
"No, you're not crazy. But maybe you are right. There isn't enough in this forest."
"Where are you? What do you mean?" He asked, before falling to the ground in pain. "What... What have you done?"
"Repopulating a forest." It said. White fur started to crawl up his arms.
"I don't understand." He said, grunting as his fingers elongated into claws, and his hands turn into paws.
"What is a forest without animals?" It said, while Ravin was forced onto all fours as he became quadruped.
"So. You're turning the hunter into the hunted." Ravin said, while the white fur covered his arms completely and started cove
TF/Marvel Phase 2: SHIELD FILES Episode 10Date: June 15, 1963.
Location Howard Stark Mansion, Malibu, California.
Howard Stark is in his living room talking to Anton Vanko. As they are discussing about the Arc Reactor technology and how it will change the world.
Your English is getting Better Anton
Perhaps. Whetever or not the "Unity Project" of yours will bear fruit is another matter entirely considering the posturing of our nation coverments
Forget about them. my military contracts are merely the shortest distance between two points, think. about the childrens we'll both may have someday, thats our priority, the point is if i want you on my team, you're on my team. no questions asked. i've earned that
Very Well. Howard. As always i am humbled by your trust. and yet i must express my continued concerns this arc reactor technology. the implications alone of such a devior even existing have you not thought about these things?
I've done my investigation Anton. i
HerIt was a chilly fall afternoon, and a teenage boy sat in his room, sad and unable to show his true emotions… as tears streamed down his face, he thought of everything that was said… every painful word that came from his parents’ mouths, about how so many things were wrong with him, and how he had to change so many things about himself.
“Why am I so… wrong?” he thought to himself. He stayed in his room for another few minutes, before wiping his eyes and standing up.
“Chains wouldn’t cry,” he thought. The teenager went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water. As he looked up at his reflection in the mirror, he paused.
“Alex Drake would smile,” he thought. A fake smile appeared on his face. He put his shoes on and went back downstairs. He was home alone. No one would see his red, puffy eyes. He got a glass of water and sat on the couch, his emotions threatening to return to the surface.
“Dynus would just f
OW Assignment III: SHD 401 - 'Never a Natural'Kaine: *so the goal was to fight with another Shadowmancer in order to try and gain control of their shadows. There were ample amounts of people to choose from -- MDrake himself, which would fail. Ben, but he didn't want to bother the other who wasn't even a student. Any younger student. Kichi even -- but Kichi had to be saved for the last fight before graduation, to see who the better Shadowmancer was. He could go for Bailey, but actually liked the other to a degree he didn't want to ruin what little threadbare "friendship" there was* *so in the end he had picked the Shadowling lover to his best friend, the elementalism professor* *though he went into this knowing full well he was biting off more than he could chew, it was going to be a good enough test to see how much of a lesser creature he was, just for not being born a natural* *and at least Izzy wouldn't get pissed at him for it, right?* *...it was better to ask forgiveness than permission in this case anyway* *thus he sto
Abhaya and Praval One ShotI wanted to do something really different. A look into Abhaya's personality and why she acts certain ways or does the things she does.
It's always been like this . . .
I just wanted to finally get his attention. He never seems to care or notice me. Every time I look or peek around the corner, he's busy studying, reading, or decorating the palace. A few rare times, I might see him helping any visitors sort out their problems. He once helped a lady fix a dress that was torn to shreds and made it look even prettier than it was before. I heard that he would design my wedding dress and that I couldn't look at the plans or look at him working on it. I had to wait until the dress was on me to know how it would look. It sounded exciting, sure, but I always worried about if this would work. He's always busy, always serious, never smiles, and he hardly cares about me. I don't feel like we h
I am bored IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO READ stupidity DON'T READ THIS
This is something I made at school o....k
hello I am athena and I am writing this because I have nothing better to do.
I am at school being bored and sick. I draw bears for a living a weird thing to draw but it is all I know how to draw. I write storys to but they are way better then my drawlings. I am just gonna keep writing this because I am bored. My latest bear drawling is a creepy owl bear named beary. I really need to take art classes or something so I can draw better bears and people.i would completely understand if you stopped reading this already. I am literally just righting what is on my mind. If you where wondering that I am being bad in class but no are teacher said we can talk so I am righting this. Ok I am running out of room so I am gonna stop now bye I guess.
and this is why you don't let me do what I want I write stupid stuff
:d :3 XD
The death of the cheshire catBravery and I are not on intimate terms
My natural curiosity is tampered with caution
Thus I live long
But now, ignoring my instinct to flee or fear
I speak the truth with out reguard to consequence
Your courage deserves no less
You've suffered great pain, and you've caused some
You've endured great feelings of grief and guilt
But you will be tested on a more wretching anguish, Alice
There is worse to come
You and this Red Queen
Cannot both survive
You're two parts of the same-
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