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Imagine being me
Imagine us switching places
Well think about this
I wake up from a damn nightmare everyday
I find some sort of motivation to get up and get myself all ready and prepared to face the day
Though I drag my feet because the pain I hold within feels like weights on my shoulders
I finish up and then wait for about ten minutes in the cold and snowy outside world
Wishing I could stay forever, because my heart is about as cold as it is outside
I sit with peers whom majority of them I don't like
Finally arriving at the jail of a "school"
Spending about the first fifteen minutes with the one person you try to get your dirty hands on
I lug myself through four classes with people I utterly despise
In the middle of that I go to a crowded yet excruciatingly lonely lunch
After suffering through a pitiful school session, I get home I immediately run to my only safe place in the downstairs bathroom and lock my door
I rummage through the drawers in panic
Searching as if I wa
..:Soul x Maka:..February 13th, 2009, 11:50pm
Maka and Soul were sitting on the stone wall after taking out another Kishin soul.
"Oh, man, that was pretty intense, huh Soul?" Maka said with a smile, as she wiped a small drop of blood from her cheek.
"Nah that was easy. You're just weak," He said, sticking his tongue out and putting his arm around her.
"Hey, you don't have to swing this weight around all the time," she said, poking at his stomach.
They both made a small laugh and gave each other a hug. They let go and sat in silence, Soul's arm still around Maka. Soul hung his head over and twirled his thumbs as Maka was still looking up at the moon. He suddenly lifted his head just a tiny bit, "You look so beautiful with the moonlight shining on your face."
Maka turned her head to face Soul. She was a little bit shocked, but she slightly blushed.
"What?" she grinned and punched him in the shoulder, "You ja
washed away with the rainThe rain was warm against my pale skin
There was a chilly breeze
But the rain contradicted the temperature and took over
The scent of the rain was wonderful
It was surrounding me in the scent of nature, warm and dirt-filled
Drops of blood hit the concrete and turned it slowly into blotches of crimson
My wrist was spilling a violet-rose color
There was so much liquid, gushing, flowing from my skin
You could smell the coppery, rusty smell of it very strongly
I stood there in the pouring rain
Soaking in my own blood, along with Mothers tears
Holding an old fashioned Gillette razor
It was brand new
Sharp, shiny, and now used
For purposes other than shaving, of course
I dropped the small rectangle of purpousful stainless steel and walked
In my cami, jeans, and my own bare feet
I didn't have a set location
But there was no way I could stay in that house any longer
I ventured foreward
Unaware of what destiny lied ahead of me
The neighbors stared from their windows
Watching me with cold eyes
My new beginning"Goodnight, mom."
I dressed out of my regular skirt and top, and into my nightgown
Tomorrow would be a long day, and I needed sleep
I closed my eyes and drifted into a light slumber
I need to change
This life doesn't feel right anymore
Try something different tomorrow...
Those are the thoughts that constantly replayed in my head as I was sleeping
I woke up in the morning covered in sweat
It got hot while sleeping
I opened my window and headed toward my closet while rubbing my eyes
I was going to try something new today
I reached out for my black tube top
And in the other hand grabbed my Black&Grey striped cardi
I headed towards the dresser and stubbed my toe while digging for my pair of black skinny jeans
I finally got all dressed and got my black Converse on
I think I'm going to ride my bike to school today
I went to the garage, piece of Nutella'd toast in my mouth, and road off into the morning darkness
It was dark and groggy outside, especially for 7am
Somebody I used to knowI slam the door behind me shut
It hurts too much to care
"Don't slam the door!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
I'm in misery
That stupid song
Yes, I know what I did
Yes, I know that you're angry
Yes, I know you want to be friends, maybe
I don't know what to think of you
I'm supposed to protect her, I'm her older brother
I'm not trying to make you miserable
I know you aren't trying to or are you?
Well let me say something
When you send those lyrics
You didn't have to cut me off
Pretend it never happened and we were nothing
I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger
That felt so rough
You may think I'm lying
But I'm not
It hurts like hell
And it's all regrettable
You're a dear friend to me
And it hurts to hear the lyrics
Because I know it's probably all true
I guess I really am somebody you used to know
Hidden ConfusionI'm so undeserving of you
I didn't even give you a chance...
You're my best friend
And yes, I'm very aware that you have feeling for me
I had an open opportunity
You even asked
I never answered
And I ended up going back to him
I don't like you in the way that you like me
I don't share the same feeling
But I should have given you a chance
Maybe my feelings would have changed
The least I can do is give you an answer
I'm drowning in my bottomless guilt
And the pain of my heart is endless
It's being ripped out
And left for some sort of beast to take it away
I need to see you again
But I don't know how to present myself to you
You've been there for me
And what have I given you?
Pain and the suspense of an answer
I don't know how you can deal with me
Or still love me the way you do
I've been hurting ever since that day
But I just don't know what to do anymore
It all hurts so much
I guess I never realized h
So alone pt. 1A cold breeze nips at my nose, and suddenly I open my eyes
I look ahead, I'm laying down, all I see is a moonlit sky above me
I slowly rise up to see where I was
I'm sitting in a boat...
A boat? This isn't right...I don't enjoy boats...
A raging sea is at both sides of me
A white speck of something falls from the sky
A...white, rose petal?
Where am I? Why am I here?
"Please miss, lay back down."
The Deep voice startled me
I had no idea where I was...
"Just lay down. We're almost there."
"Wait! Who are you?"
The man stayed silent
He was just a shadow...I couldn't see his face...
I was starting to get a shiver up my spine
A shiver of fear
Or just the cold...
Suddenly, the movement of the boat gets a bit rough, and we stop
"We're where? Where are we? Why am I here, why did you take me here? Answer me!"
Again, the man stayed silent
I felt a hand across my wrist, and was jerked out of the boat
There were petals all over me
I was in a p
The Ending ChapterDressed in white
Fancy swirls and designs
A long trail behind her
Father by her left side
Walking her down the aisle
Her new life-long partner waiting at the end
Her father kisses her forehead and takes a seat in a pew
Trying to hide the tears from the pain in his heart
The pain of letting her baby girl grow up
The end holds a new life
With a new partner
Who shares ever-lasting love
An unbreakable bond
The officiant talks and talks
She doesn't listen to much, for she's busy thinking about what's going on around her
She tunes in, just in time for her to say "I do"
She does love him
She's been ready for this moment her entire life
2 simple words
He says the same
Everybody cries at the official kiss
Hours later they're in celebration
A car pulls up to take them on their honeymoon
"Are you ready to go?" he asks
"Yes" she says
She says goodbyes, thank you's, and I love you's to her family and friends
She steps into the car
Giving her father one last look
I'm in too deepI'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
Into a place, oh so familiar
The last bit of good, happy ground, is breaking
I am soon to fall
Into the bottomless pit of despair and misery
The darkness consumes me
The more I fall
The more I start to think of how I ended up in this predicament
The pain that I never let out
The pain that I kept concealed
The tears I never cried out, left in my eyes
The fears I never overcame
The things I never said...
Oh, dear God
I should have listened to you
I should have talked to you
I should have talked to my parents
Along with all of the others who cared for my safety
The one's who tried helping me out of my depression
Keeping me from going completely insane
It's too late
I'm sinking into a pool
A pool of blood and darkness
Now living in the misery I was born to live in
I regret it all
This is not the way I want to live
But I can't escape this demon life
I'm in too deep
First Event!January 25th, 1805.
It's a cold and stormy night when the French transport ship La Regentesse is caught up in a storm and capsizes. It's a small transport, carrying only two dragons on its back- a courier weight dragon and a Dutch middleweight. The two dragons manage to escape with most of their crew intact, but now find themselves in the middle of an ocean and no way of landing anywhere. There was no time to grab compasses or maps. Without a landing place, they will be lost at sea. They decide to fly anyway, and hope for the best.
Some fifty miles away is a second transport, this time English. The HMS Lion is on its way to Dover, taking the long and dangerous route past France. A frigate escorts the behemoth of a ship. On the dragon deck lie three dragons, a huge Regal Copper, a Longwing and a courier weight dragon. They have been reassigned to the Dover covert and are certainly not expecting a fight anytime soon.
By pure luck the French dragons are h
SCO:RH Ep 11Robin*VO*: Previously on "Stranded Cast Off: Reaper High"
*8 players are now playing the classic game of 'Simon Says' for the first time with their loved ones
*Dib and Noah are both picking on Rigodon on the same challenge one insult at a time
*Rigodon totally messed up..but survived his very first encounter
*Sam mastered everything the game goes and got himself his very first win
*And in the end Yumi became the 13th person eliminated from the game leaving Jack Spicer alone to continue their evil plan
7 players remaining.Who'll be eliminated tonight?
The theme song plays as the contestants names are being placed for both teams.The theme song ends with the 'Stranded Cast Off" logo and the 'Reaper High' logo underneath.
Dark Day: A MaBill One-Shot! :) Chapter 38: Dark Day!
‘Have you ever had just one day that you can call your darkest day? The day that you are glad to never see again? The one day that makes you question a lot around you? If you’ve ever had a day like that, can you remember the date this has occurred? After reflecting on his life, especially after meeting the Pines Twins, Bill’s darkest day suddenly has a silver lining, all thanks to one shining Shooting Star!”
Mind numbing nothingness for miles and miles…..
This is the existence that I was doomed to live after being banished!
I knew too much, the author didn’t want to stick to our deal, the journals are out of my reach!
This is my home, a place I am doomed to see for as long as my life span allows me to!
This is my home for eternity with not one speck of light to lead me through this tunnel of inky darkness. Thankfully I can see in the dark.
How can someone expect
Conversation On the Motorcycle"Thanks for the help, mom, dad! I'm going! Byeee!" I turned on my motorcycle and i went to my school, along with Herbert and Private who took their time for me.
"Nabil." Private called me. "Yeah?" With a sad tone, i answered. "What happened? Your face slowly changed from normal to sad face." Private asked me, while riding on Herbert's Hoverpod. "Umm... Actually it does nothing with the new lesson and stuffs... but... this new curriculum really, really, takes my time with my family, like, my mom, my dad, and my sister... Also with both of you." I answered while still driving the motorcycle. "Aww... why? I guess... that's an usual thing for you..." Herbert joined our convo. "Not as easy as what both of you think. Now i have to prepare for the lesson i'm learning, that's as same as there's no teacher and we're studying there with no explanation and blanked mind! And... that means less guide from my parents, since my dad is not retired anymore, after he got a job from my uncle..." I moaned
Daily Logs 8-29-14I. Mira and Lev are romantic and cute.
II. Loris and Vekal discuss the Hattans.
Lev: *hearing about the planet the LS was going to, got excited and asked Mira to go along with him. Thankfully she accepted and now they have been hiking to interesting places both sleeping in a tent and stopping at towns for supplies every now and then* *tonight they are staying at a nice meadow not far from the hiking road on their way to the next town* *the tent is fairly comfortable and they have enough space for the two of them, and their pokemon are safely stashed away in their pokeballs for the night*
Lev: *left the light on and is still going over an info leaflet he grabbed at the last town their had been to*
Mira: *is not the hugest fan of camping since it's difficult to follow all her beauty regimes, but has decided since Lev wants to do it she'll figure things out* *consequently has been wearing more comfortable, practical clothes, less makeup, has just been tying her hai
AT Dutchess Yveltal 2KMS Incident Report, The Hidden Files Of Robert Fetchet.
The Following is a exert from Fetchet's Log:
Oh, we knew who that lab aid was. Right from the start, we recognized the type of person he was. Someone who was lethal when unarmed. Someone who couldn't be trusted. Someone who knew how to turn the tables in his advantage. And specifically, someone who didn't care for the status quo. Someone who would complete the mission that he was assigned. A federal agent, of course, someone who could see through the veil. But unlike all of the other spies sent into his facility, the ones who never came out, this one seemed like he had encountered this type of thing before. But how?
Right After the Changes:
"So. My file. At this point, you're very curious as to why its so large, correct?" David began.
3 Months ago,I Started Deviant art. At first i made an account so i could comment on beautiful art work, * Which I Still Do * But now its become so much more than just that!!! I Fell in love with drawing.
I drew a lot, but i wasn't that good at it. I Desperately wondered why my friend was naturally talented which she doesn't even acknowledge her gift. I Later found things online such as Fanfictions, (Nalu,Jerza,LevixReader,ETC)
I Learned that i really liked writing, more like typing! But Now So many of you guys watch me grow and I Want to thank you for your appreciation. If not for those who loyally read each FF I Probably would've stopped writing them around the 5 chapter = C
This is why i want to thank you and this is that way. I Became so much more in just 3 months of deviantart! I Loved all of the art here, Sometimes accidentally scarred for life Y_Y
My three months were amazing and Im here to share it with you! Remember all the tears and sweat the characters (some orig
Words: 471 (this is the average of the chapters)
-Don’t approach me-
The morning soon came and the first to be awake was a jolly Daniel.
Kratis and the other two soon woke up with killing hangovers.
The day started off as usual.
They made breakfast, Daniel was bitching about himself, Aiden dropped his face into his cereal bowl due his tiredness, Evan barely ate and just stared and Kratis fell asleep on the table.
The 19 year old man decided to go outside after he had slept on the table for some hours. He needed some aspirins since Daniel had pushes them all in his own throat for some reason, even trough he didn’t have a hangover.
He didn’t notice the new “wanted” kind of pictures.
“possible new danger roaming around the streets of downtown LA, please hold your children inside. The man has dark maroon like
RQ: Surprise DateKaterina sat on the couch of the huge living room of the Jürgens mansion waiting for Robert to return from training with the other majestics. They had reservations to some place that Robert would not tell her. He always told her when she asked him about it that it was going to be a surprise. This bothered her a lot because she had no idea what she was going to wear to the occasion. She had wanted to buy a new dress but she had no idea where they were going.
“Perfect you here. Are you ready Kate?” Robert asked with a surprising smile on his face.
“As well as I ever will be. Are you going to tell me where we are going?” Katerina asked as she stood up and walked over to him.
Robert smirked and shook his head.
“Not yet Kate, Don’t worry what your wearing is perfectly fine.” He remarked knowing that it was on her mind.
She should have known better then to ask. But she was so eager to know. It wasn't their first date. But
The death of the cheshire catBravery and I are not on intimate terms
My natural curiosity is tampered with caution
Thus I live long
But now, ignoring my instinct to flee or fear
I speak the truth with out reguard to consequence
Your courage deserves no less
You've suffered great pain, and you've caused some
You've endured great feelings of grief and guilt
But you will be tested on a more wretching anguish, Alice
There is worse to come
You and this Red Queen
Cannot both survive
You're two parts of the same-
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